A year ago I broke my leg and suffered a head injury after being thrown 25' in the air. I don't have health insurance or workers comp.(I know its my own stupidity) I got caught up in the game thinking the next job I'll make enough to do everything right and that day never comes.I've never fully recovered. I'm behind on everything and about to lose everything. I'm seeing a therapist about my suicidal thoughts. I'm not sure if I have a love affair with timber framing or a disease.At the moment I feel its the only thing I have a degree in.I'd like to do this the rest of my life but not sure if its going to be possible.I think were all preachers of a beautiful belief but don't have a large enough congregation (customers)to support us all. I also think were about fifty years ahead of our time to enjoy a larger amount of people who are educated and respectful of what we do.Right now I'd just like a mental and physical life preserver.
